did u ever feel dizzy lonely?

i hate my feeling nw..
always feel dizzy,hangging around feel nothings..
tat mine feel nw,i hate no body around me..
thr always feel like sad feel like lonely..
i can buy anythings wat i wan,i can get any would i dream..
but thr's is always nt enough for me..
feel like still less somethings..
could anyone tell me tat's wat?
i dun really understand wat i wan..
relastionship?work?o friendship?